May 2011
There is this man.
This one man in my life.
I love with my heart. I love him so much. But I just fucked things up again.
I really don’t know how I should go about doing things.
The thought of him ever walking away scares me to death. It drives me insane each time.
I want so much to pick up the phone and call. Hear his voice. But Im afraid of hostility. Im afraid of upsetting him further.
Why am I...
